Thursday, July 09, 2026

I had a secret nemesis in high school

This time on paper at least there was no way I was going to win he had every advantage.
His face was absolutely proportionally perfect like me it was mixed before I had a blonde change and a brown tint he already had a reputation that was The Ladies Man and I was desperate to protect my seventh grade relationship and a girlfriend from him. Fortunately he wasn't interested in stealing my girlfriend from Horace Mann but he couldn't stand me either and compensated for this by stealing my best friends on  three different occasions throughout high School. My first best friend he took right away in 7th grade upon arrival Andrew i have to protect him but my schoolmates know and I needed like a permission slip from beta I will not protect that friend theif to see him ever again took him completely from me quickly and by virtue of this action made him popular too I was not yet popular I had to prove myself prove that I was interesting cool and all the other things he was in private school from kindergarten and he was already established in his popularity. I recovered somewhat and started a valid passionate allencompensing friendship with a girl named Maria. We started a motley crew of mixed up ind duals who shred  nothing in common. I think I loved her Maria she was smart misunderstood and just needed a little investment. Then at the end of 9th grade he swiped in and took her completely and quickly away from me .  He would dangle them both like gaudy earrings at me for the rest of high school. The taking of maria .it was epic  it was blatant and nefarious and it built up a lot of good will towards me and the abandoned motley crew.  Erica Maria's other good friend and I forged ahead trying to hold the crew together. Erica was absolutely  amazing. The more I got to know her she didn't disappoint. She was so cool dating. 27yo meth dealer when we were I v10th grade God forgive me I'm changing her name . Erica m is not her name it's merica stanovich. She had more street cred and experience than anyone inThe whole school saw what beta teachers everyone did even the seniors looked at me pitifully but he was so strong socially that even a popular senior wouldn't confront his lanky 9th grade ass about it. Finally a year after graduation and he struck a fatal blow fucking both  a list girls within weeks of each other causing a. Irreparable rift that dismantled the most powerful a list girl squad that ever graced the halls of ethical culture. They were fucking legend and with me we accomplished some of the most regrettable acts ice ever engaged in  and we got away with it . You see it wasn't proper for maria to be hanging with boys all the time especially but they passed her around in the weekends. Girls will rally to burn the slut witch . U could feel the climate and so I had a plan me and Erica approached the a list girls dan and Chris and proposed they help us make maria bald. I promises them I could deliver her entering the lunchroom bald after sabotaging her shampoo during PE. This conspiracy would involved nearly every girl in my class and several in the class above me.  People still likes maria but her ruthless abandonment of me and her crew for beta was seen as opportunistic and vulgar. They all covered for me and I delivered in the beginning 10th grade  maria walked to the lunchroom and let out a cry like Carrie as hel beautiful hair  fell in whit ooze to the floor . I promised bald and he was down to an inch or two .  From then on  I just felt bad for what I did to maria. And vowed to try to apologize own up reconcile after graduation when beta and the politics no longer applied . This I did at age 26 and I love her til this day. Beta wouldn't and couldn't punish me for this because soon my popularity capital would surpass his  I would be a celebrity vid the private school circuit a big. Name fro Dalton to Hotchkiss . He would nevĂ© be able to punish me or steal my crew again. But he would have revenge on the alist a girls for their role  and that would anger me to this day. My blow up to controversial gay icon would happen at the end of sophomore year toward the end of tenth grade Erica left private school and I fell in love madly in love with a Dominican artist and extraordinary character named Charly. He looked like a real man and beta looked like a pugeincheated Poindexter by comparison I did what no a list girl could dream of doing return to school with boy on my arm that could run circles around beta with his chiseled manly jaw and perfect curly fro his exhuberant fashion and perfect smile boy to mention a great ass and huge dick. He was m
y everything for so long I never lived and loved so strong ever since 

Wednesday, July 08, 2026

community of willing

A powerful group of moral crusaders is using the technology of these times to correct those individuals guilty of violations the law simply doesn't address.
Toxic. Harmful individuals  deemed worthy by  unanimous votes for action by the network.

Toxic harmself exploitative and opportunistic individuals who escape scrutiny and justice . A new day has dawn and the cows are at your door behind the screen under the bed and the next breath....

reciprocity the canniver

A curse should be based on a value or principle too important not to defend . Not just petty slapstick. A well defined value or principle.

Reciprocity is a principle that becomes so valuable as u enter adulthood. When people take or accept or request assistance from certain individuals and then when they are doing well help other individuals. When opportunistic gals and  fellows  accept gifts opportunity  and experiences from paramours with whom they have no intention  to indulge . Waving off the debt and guilt of their acceptance  of real gifts , opportunities and experiences with worthless vocabulary 

When people take opportunity from friends that they use to meet new people but the never introduce that friend to anyone new .  They are generally such vacuous spirits they don't even recognize how much they take during the course of their lives. And rarely do they recover enough to help those who help them but when they are canniving  they don't recompensate because of superficial excuses that do nothing to improve or remunerate the specific indivuals they leaned on when they were in crisis. 

They caused hardships and inconveniences. Like staying with a friend and fucking that friends dates  and friends .   Cause they needed a place plus plus . How do u avoid jail time 4 that  it's crazy. 
People are serving time for conspiracy forgery
 Then. Stepping off like they don't owe that person anything. For the inconvenience opportunity and betrayal .Many people when they recover their fortunes will just buy new friends since they already have the suckers who helped them in the bag so to speak. 


 I  like hosting groups and bringing different folks together various friends enjoy it. As well as we know the rules if you like to eat at the pot luck you should bring food. If u like to socialize at my house it's because it's a group effort me and my friend s are bringing new people all the time and that keeps it fresh but if u arrive alone and socialize but never bring anyone you won't be entering in the future

These are lifes vampires . Can u imagine the hell it would be to spend an eternity with such a canniving opportunistic vagabond. Its rare to find someone who asserts they have a right to that sort of abuse. But when you do


  A public curse and actionable commitment by cows to justice is wholly appropriate 

n3mesus

  A beautiful eulogy.

I have a florida nemesis and yet Jacksonville is too small to produce a nemesis worthy enough to challenge we. I did have as nemesis in New York but and when that died I danced even made  dancing videos to commemorate. Yes I dance upon the death of my real NY nemesis . But florida produces tan obsessive multiple personality jobless copycats.  Imagine me with nothing to do during the day and too many accessories for a southern city. Of course if u know me in Florida we all know who this is.

gay relationships down here are pretty much incestuous it's a small community but this bitch trolls fags I forgot to fuck. Like my plan bs that I never got to cause I. Busted in plan A. This bitch is the consolation ride . I wish I could  do the same thing and like fuck the roundabouts she fukd I just don't want to get robbed or herpes .

 Prediction she's going to fly face first off  that broomstick into the woods and of course il feel sorry 4 her and will have had nothing to do with it..I'm not going to dance because she was just a misguided pupil. A cross eyed  bad student. She was failing to
 
Be

 ME

 she's failing to be me properly. I. Get Inspiration from obscure historical and ancient
art so I'm always forging an original authentic path.  She  is inhaling mtv  injecting tmz and  fucking everybody on my contacts list.  But we're similar



To elucidate this point  we both found pbnj sandwiches boring and ubiquitous as adolescents. So we took two different approaches to spicing them up. This is the hard part of judging art and yet it's plain to me which is the more valid Renaissance

I chose to drop the jelly and do peanut butter with real glass bottle maple syrup and honey. Or peanut butter with chocolate frosting both applied thick as possible

She chose to put the peanut butter and jelly in a frying pan and cook it 

Im sorry hot grape jelly.  That's as bad  an art if there ever was 
a crispy hot pbnj
Get off the mtv queen

And like that abracadabra I turned a cunt into an icon

I just keep producing good deeds

. I wish her well  she's probably got ur list too and is wiping her mouth from That mistake you made 2 get a free lunch.  All in all Its good to have to something to wake up for.

It feels good to be alive every day is an opportunity to enjoy yourselves hey you're all Welcome to my list. I tend to move on rather expeditiously. I'm a dog I'm a Smut