Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Senator Craig The Vice Quadrangle

Well.. what hasn't been said already



oh i know I got one

"People like senator craig are exactly the reason why gay prostitutes have been suffering under unequal pay (in comparison to their female couterparts) for the same work
..It's time we rectify this inequity.. hall mr craig leg downtown and force him to support the engine of the gay economy "- xplicitman


we gotta let these gays sow their oats a little earlier in life

an old man lookn for some at that age is just embarassing

Im not even 30 and im NOT THAT SEXUALLY COMPULSIVE

the only things that reallly excite me now are the things i took for granted as a Kid

Money Novelty and little facial hair

I was though a while before yesterday


All the while Homo's cant hold hand in Brooklyn

there should be a vice squad to protect homosexuals who are targeted for (Often) fatal violence instead of protecting the restrooms in airports .. camera 's outside of the stalls might suffice for that...

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

It's 2pm do you know where your Boss Is ?

useful studies?



you will see a lot of studies on how the elderly, the maternity the overweight the infirm the invalid all negatively affect a business' bottom line (see a pattern there?)


but where is the study on one of the most costliest groups of employees to businesses .. those whose performance or lack thereof cost companies proportionately and substantially larger sums of money


Tyrannical Managers

managers with few technical or social skills and little oversight or accountability

I've seen studies done on how many pencils taken by employees cost particular companies but I have never seen a study on how much extended lunch hours early departures frivolous business lunches and invalid expenses incurred by Tyrannical Managers cost companies they work for ..

How about a study on how imposing a general sense of adolescent like tyranny in the office can reduce productivity and

can cost companies overall more than all of the previously mentioned and monitored groups combined

yes im crazy sure
Remember i posted on xplciitman.com nearly 7 years ago that laughter was healthy and the studies and science have validated that wacky idea


measure an employee's blood pressure before starting work for a tyrant boss and then measure their blood pressure three hours after work .. You will notice a substantial difference


i have already documented this


Of These Monarchy Managers very few have any local on sight oversight or direction .. Blessed with this freedom they choose to indulge in behavior that is causing high blood pressure heart disease and Cancer and inciting genetic orders and exacerbating other disorders and costing the company in lost wages lost ideas and motivational performance and increases to employer funded health care by contributing to an unhealthy working environment



and you thought it was just the ergonomics ?

If you don't prove it I will


Because too many people are dying and it's about time someone had the courage to address this issue .. I will not explain to the creator why i let these Cubicle Dictators cause disease and death without doing something about it .. (you cast a blind eye to it if you dare.. I'm playing this game to win)

management terrorism

I don't take the word terrorist lightly

tyrannical managers are responsible for more office worker deaths In New York City deaths than Osama bin Hidin

I know a man he worked in facilities that died at 41 of a heart attack on the toilet of his employers office ( what an obvious metaphor) and his D^*&k head manager never felt any responsibility but i know it was his constant hostility degradation and disrespect that led that man to have a premature fatal heart attack. The man did not eat crazy food didn't have a history of heart trouble?


another young woman i know has miscarried Few times !!! not because of her job workload or company environment but because of one particular Monarch Manager..


we may look at the "Devil wears Prada" and think how cute or funny or whatever..

But that woman's attitude did not contribute to making the business run better.


when did America become a bunch of subjugated pee-ons'.? Is that how we're raising our children now to put up with degradation and abuse from someone with a title that can be taken away.



you have to care and you have to hold companies to task on this issue so they have incentive to root out tyranny

you could always report on a Mad Manager once departing the the department or company(for whatever reason).. Why leave the next employee to suffer



Currently the government does not care if your boss curses you out all day as long as it isn't sexual or racist in nature but those protections had to be fought for too and they are worth it because business functions better with inspiring leaders who use simple and inexpensive tactics to exceed performance goals


recognition ... encouragement .. setting clear and attainable goals



Don't mix money and emotions


and productivity is diminished by emotionally whimsical people and capricious behavior


You can refuse to be a victim of slow murder

responding weakly or soft to targeted and consistent degradation will slowly kill you

I know of several personal experiences where tyrannical managers led to the premature DEATH of their employees via heart stroke excessive weight gain or loss miscarriages impotency it goes on and on




Study says obese workers costing employers CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- Overweight workers cost their bosses more in injury claims than their lean colleagues, suggests a study that found the heaviest employees had twice the rate of workers' compensation claims as their fit co-workers.
Obesity experts said they hope the study will convince employers to invest in programs to help fight obesity. One employment attorney warned companies that treating fat workers differently could lead to discrimination complaints.
Duke University researchers also found that the fattest workers had 13 times more lost workdays due to work-related injuries, and their medical claims for those injuries were seven times higher than their fit co-workers.
Overweight workers were more likely to have claims involving injuries to the back, wrist, arm, neck, shoulder, hip, knee and foot than other employees.


unaccountable management no they don't hurt companies? its fat people sick people the smokers the minorities any one without inherent power








or better yet





CareerBuilder.com) -- We've all worked with them - self-proclaimed "smokers" who mysteriously disappear for longer (and more often) than their designated 15-minute breaks.
Have you ever wondered how smoking affects work performance?
Some smokers argue that smoke breaks are used as a time to reflect on what's been accomplished and work that still needs to be done, thus making them more productive than non-smokers.
But a new study shows smokers have poorer-than-average work performance and productivity; they also tend to call in sick more.
In a study of more than 14,000 Swedish workers, Petter Lundborg, Ph.D., an economist at the Free University of Amsterdam in the Netherlands, found smokers took an average of almost 11 more sick days than non-smokers.
The number was adjusted to account for smokers' tendency to choose riskier jobs and have poorer underlying health, bringing the difference to just below eight days a year, Lundborg wrote in his study, which was published in the April 2007 issue of Tobacco Journal.
"The results suggest that policies that reduce and/or prevent smoking may also reduce the number of days of sick leave," Lundborg wrote. He recommends more research into the link between sick leave and smoking, as factors other than tobacco use may play a part in the absences.
These days, employers nationwide are implementing smoke-free policies, or offer reimbursement for smoking cessation programs. According to a 2000 Gallup poll, 95 percent of Americans, smokers and non-smokers, now believe companies should either ban smoking totally in the workplace or restrict it to separately ventilated areas.
Companies are taking different approaches to get employees to kick the habit. For example, Wal-Mart has introduced a voluntary program for its employees called the personal sustainability project, in which the company is teaching its 1.3 million employees the benefits of such things as energy efficiency and quitting cigarette smoking. If the program succeeds, Wal-Mart will reduce health care spending on a workforce with higher rates of heart disease and diabetes than the general public.
In contrast, in 2005, Michigan-based health care firm Weyco introduced a policy banning its staff from smoking - even away from the workplace. The firm implemented the ban to keep health costs down. Weyco gave its staff an ultimatum at the end of 2004 - either stop smoking completely or leave their jobs. Four workers refused to take the test and left their jobs voluntarily, although the company said it was preparing to dismiss them.
Here are some additional facts about smoking policies in the workplace, according to the American Lung Association:
Employers have a legal right to restrict smoking in the workplace or to implement a totally smoke-free workplace policy.
Employers that hire smokers bear indirect costs, including more employee absenteeism, productivity losses ($92 billion) and increased early retirement due to smoking-related illness.
A study found that people who were exposed to smoke in the workplace were 17 percent more likely to develop lung cancer than those who were not exposed.
Since 1999, nearly 70 percent of the U.S. workforce worked under a smoke-free policy, ranging from 48.7 percent in Nevada to a high of 83.9 percent in Utah. Workplace productivity was increased and absenteeism was decreased among former smokers compared with current smokers.
Prohibiting smoking in the workplace can have an immediate and dramatic impact on the health of workers and patrons. A study conducted in Helena, Montana, found that the number of heart attacks fell by 40 percent during a six-month period in 2002 when the city's comprehensive smoke-free air law was in effect. E-mail to a friend















" I'm slow but my Boss is thorough"




How do Corporate "Break-ups" actually increase the Value of the company?.. I figured patents innovations and breakthroughs (Talent) would strengthen a business and increase it's value But i guess was wrong i guess it's changing a tax status? or re-evaluating it under another name?. I find all these share holder maneuvers/tactics aren't adding any REAL value to companies who continue to ignore losses of productivity and innovation (value) usually via unaccountable management and unmotivated untalented mediocre staff (shhh.. there is a lot of wasted talent in America)..


Exemplary managers should be encouraging the facilitation of diverse ideas from many different backgrounds is far better for companies of the future than allowing a few poor management methods to inhibit this valuable resource and potential..


even the biggest idiot knows something you don't know





(Monarch Managers, they take more than a few pencils.. wolf or witz anyone?...a great no oversight tryant manager that one ) .



not to mention the cost to the employees health.. I would love to see a study on the health effects of working under dictator manager.. In fact employer funded health benefits would cost more under this type of management due to increased stress that is comparable to smoking a few packs a day ..

Do you know the physical effects of being terrorized everyday just to support your family ?



permitting that kiss up kick down attitude kills employee incentive all around

Why would a employee pursue innovative improvement for the company when they risk ego obliteration upon approaching their psyco-pathic manager ..If by Just approaching their manager they face a 70% chance that their manager will be dismissive hostile or insulting .....Most employees decide it isn't worth the potential suffering in order to put out an idea they probably won't get credit or recognition for anyway

I've interviewed people who are afraid to talk to their manager about the specifics of the their job responsibilities pr when to go to lunch .. they are literally afraid to take lunch





this really affects business bottom line because no one person knows it all you all have some tidbit or vast wealth of information that I don't know and that may be helpful to me. Corporation Xplicitman would appreciate your help whatever that may be ... that is why I compliment and recognize those around me and make effort to make people feel comfortable approaching me about any subject matter even the taboo . as long as it's at the right place at the right time .. because i have control over my emotional reaction and behavior I want what best for the company not to indulge in emotional whims that will ultimately be counter productive to the corporation



If line workers can put their emotions to the side to benefit their corporation ..why can't management? why don't companies demand that much from staff the value more (in terms of salaries and benefits)..


well there is no incentive

to begin with all the studies are talking about fat people

why not pick on the powerful?






magazine editors lawyer accountant Judges

you all know one or two maybe a few and some of you are these managers


Power corrupts and management power often coupled with unsupervision can destroy an entire company in just a few days ..

Some have just been in management too long to embrace or rememeber ideas like recognition or compliments..
Perhaps a college refresher course would be hlepful in this regard ?( Maslow's) ..Compliments they dont cost a thing but a little humility empathy compassion or any of the other emotions that come with maturity...


S why do so many Mania Managers baltantly exhibit emotional and social immaturity

where else in society is it acceptable to endure a grown man or woman screaming or degrading someone for something that is typically trivial and doesn't affect the bottom line

Why should adult workers have to tolerate the childish adolescent tantrums and emotional vacillations of some one who has no discernible talent to offer the organization ?.. being emotionally out of control isn't a skill is it?




its really a liability


Being old doesn't always mean you will exhibit mature behavior .. the kind of behavior that makes people want to help you that make people want to impress you.. Where you get the MOST out of your staff or team

just because you look like an adult doesn't mean you are one..


Part of growing up is learning how to harness your emotions and behavior. A good leader might want to exhibit some control over themselves before their subordinates

True leadership requires virtuous integrity and humility ...

thats is the type of behavior effective management exemplifies

Many companies are headed the wrong way

Pushed ahead by tons and tons of tons of negative energy and resentment

and ..

We all know people that have the maturity of fruit flies. They never bother to filter themselves with those they don't have to ... because a general respect toward humanity (regardless of color, sex or income) isn't something they've evolved into understanding just yet



we've all heard it


"My boss only speaks kindly to those who have a higher title or salary than him and for everyone else it's exhausting vitriol and hubris that makes getting anything done so much harder because i have to go and sooth souls and ego that are ready to rip him to shreds keep in mind this man can't afford security "

Ms worker



..

so how much does juvenile decorum affect the productivity of a company. Particularly when the juvenile holds so much authority?



how do these juveniles attain such authority in our sophisticated society.. i say juvenile because they are generally oblivious to the repercussions of their attitudes on their health and the health of those around them

Like a child throwing a tantrum in the the middle of the highway




what is the valid reason for defending selfishness within an adult office decorum ?


small businesses that usually fail by the way are rife with these kind of owner manager mangers that have no skills but make up for that with flamboyant attitude and perniciousness


so how did someone so oblivious and immature make it into management? .. typically they are at the white place at the white time p>

or its a small business with no oversight




sometimes i think well maybe the Mad manager is going through a lot of pain at home or in their personal lives.. Perhaps they are just lashing out sporadically?



but any pain they have i can usually match so if i muster a smile in the morning
dam cant you try? Co-workers can bring down the atmosphere in the same manner


try for senior tragico?


I don't want to mess up everyone's else's day with my selfishness
cant you wait six months 2 show me ur crazy like my boyfriends do?




but Management Murder will not continue unfettered

will it continue on your watch?

do you have the integrity to wield power responsibly? perhaps it's task that takes a certain level of maturity and skill


not everyone can handle the ring of power

Friday, August 10, 2007

Love French Bois?


I was chatting with a co=worker about the difference in dating American guys and Foreign guys ..
I recalled an episode where i went to Paris spur of the moment
the first night I got sick from the plane food but the next night i knew nothing woud stop me from hitting the clubs (there was nothing left in my stomach.. the only thing in the room was a twist off bottle of Chianti=red wine)
I met a DJ there name Fabrice . he was Dj'ng in a restaurant promoting a new CD avec un petite fille
he took me everywhere .. le Depot le Divan Le Kit Kat ...Folles Pigalles sur le arrondissement
years and years after getting a B- in french class
mais je peux parle meillure por mon homme( c y i got the b-)
we met mad cuties even a few freaky mademoiselles I would have liked to take home
but i was way too drunk (on that same bottle of red chianti i refused to let go of) to remember how to get back to mon hotel
so when we left kit kat club and headed back to Paris centre Fabrice looked me in the eyes and said .. "You have eh such un beau visage ( beautiful face) u understand? ..your eyes they change.."
the heat that hit my head hard right at that moment came from somewhere back in the states ..But No one had ever been so direct and complimentary so BOLD with me back in the states .." ( is that what romance feels like?.. do I even know? maybe Fab can teach me)
ok the funny part is as much as i wanted Fab he turned out to be an agressive..
f@##$k my luck
f@##$k my injuries
but we slept ( just sleep people) together in his bed anyway curled up n kissing and trying not to snore .. It was beautiful
the next day i woke up to see his blonde girlfriend(plutonic) in the doorway (who i believe spoke really fast french all the previous night on purpose) was waiting for me to get out of his bed so she could drag him on some urgent shopping mission
then she said the only thing i'd ever hear her say in english
"Ah i see you saw all of Paris .. you are a very very busy boy..you even have your own dance "
( she then proceded to mock my dance which was spreading through the paris club scene ...MY dance is a hip and ass shake with a little arm rotation all with ghetto posturing and expression ...) ...
the previous night she had gone on and on about Fab's many many bim boy conquests
he's a Dj he's cute what do you expect ?
"Busy boy" what a bitch..
dont worry blondie in america all it takes is a little bleach and the latently gay black and latino boys will fall over themselves for you until they realize at 50 theyve always wanted butt. At which point they will try to flirt with 20 something boys ..
they'll settle for anything white but then try to level jump when they go gay ..
embarassing
im mixed i encourage mixing it up but please dont embarass your own people with low standards
bottoms Im talking to you too
i for one cant sleep with someone i know has been with really unattractive people ..
Oh and now the diference
American guys always tell you what they got goin on .. and they take themselves way too seriously
"I got muscles..... got my own crib ..... i got a car..... i got a good job .......i got mad b^*%es sweatn me ...i got....i got..."
they never tell you why they dig you for they 're like peacocks trying to get you into their feathers ..
Look at me look at me Im hot.. im hot
.. and they take themselves way too seriously
"dont talk to me if...."
"i cant stand it when ....."
"i find everything offensive.."
woh your soo DEEEEEEP
me im easy goin
just cause you take your self seriously doesnt mean I will... i dont even take myself seriously
in fact i will just lock you out of all the fun that is my life
dont be mad fab it's a sweet story..
and im sure your still s heartbreaker



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WorkN OuT

I started working out
Got a new work out song too

My name is Bod

James Bod

Thursday, August 09, 2007

In the business.

I've noticed this pattern where although I'm really attracted to pretty guys with an ovular soft symmetrical faces like myself .. they always need coercion


I remember how i met my last pretty boy.. ahh young love

"No that is heat in my pocket and you are comin with me. draper grab his ass. hold em hole em "

too bad that those dates always end with a splash in Hudson river

But I always attract these muscle face guys with the strong jaw and/or ample facial hair ..

so as I was coming from my boy Draperz this muscle face guy started puling on his crotch as he passed me.. It wasnt a lot of pulling and he was very sexy .. Dark and smooth 20 something and towering he looked sharp too carved out of Onyx .. But i was rushin to get to Vedou's


Me draper and vedou (both are actually heterosexual..lord knows I've tried) the original Godfathers of a local community group dedicated to furthering the goals of the underprivileged.


so I couldn't look or really respond but as i passed him another guy walking behind me asked the Onxy mystery man that I just passed

"Yo you got a problem with your zipper ?"

( just like that )

you know the whole world seems to have an issue with gay sex

that's how freakin good it is !!

I cant imagine going out of my way to stop some frivolous flirtation in fact im often forced to endure parodies of such flirtations ugly heterosexuals getting all national geographic
whenever im on sight


maybe that why DL guys are oh so so scared .. But I'm Not

(Cant shake me :)


If that guy had said that to me and yes I do grab my crotch at pretty boys too. I would have said ..

" yea my hands are little slippy maybe you can help me since you all in it ..You can get a better grip on it if get down on your kneepads and use your teeth "

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3 DL Boys vers. the original Homothug

From now on we talk current events im not giving away the cow on this



So My Bf has a thing for DL boys and I want my friends to be happy and satisfied.. It's rather empowering disposition

So although I really cant deal with DL guys (i have a 3 hour threshhold..after which my head explodes ) .. I think they are just cowardly lions.
I decided to teach my Boy how to to attain an ample serving of DL guys using a few methods I tripped upon when i was a teenager ..


Rule 1. Don't Bother with guys that do too many DRUGS regardless of their size they probably have a hard time maintaining hardness (alcohol can be an exception)


Rule 2. Cruising pedestrians is a waste of time
they are often too busy too vulnerable too conscious and terrified of what other people think
(thats why i think they are softies in training) Cruise Drivers!! they are lonelier they feel safer and more isolated .. they probably have been cruising you and riding around the block stalking you and you've hardly noticed.. Open your eyes.
walk with some determination and show no fear ..you have right to bear arms too particularly if you own a business...

Rule 3 : It'll be harder if you "look-a like a man" be a pretty boy small and smooth is better but don't exhibit 'vagina-envy' it degrades you you'll never be a better woman than a woman (even F$%$gs dont like F$%$gs) the farther from this standard the more alcohol you probably need (lol) be confident in this situation they're so scared they're concerned what everyone will think and say you got to be the man you have be the driver..show them how pansy they are for being so cowardly all the while being confident and composed ...How many men have to be in the room before one of you starts acting like one and takes control..

Rule 4.. too good to be giving away here for free My friends know it and its real simple but a lot my jokes end up remixed or verbatim stolen and credited to someone else so so i put this one in my book due for Christmas.. (why should have to go home to poverty?)


so me and my boy we implemented the rules and guess what we got 3 DL guys and two other gay guys ( just in case we need backup ) we know over to the apartment Friday night..


the first two we met at a theatre uptown .. the guy seated next to me kept rubbing my leg with his leg throughout the movie. It was subtle He didn't bend over and start licking my leg it was almost unbearably delicate .. Wherein you don't know if it was just an accident or ... but it continued and progressed as the movies concluded.. I didn't say word about it to my boy seated on the other side of me until the movie was over and we got up to leave .

" I think the guy sitting next to us was rubbing my leg should i say something? .."

"He wanted to fight you."

"what? no i think i he was flirting or .."

"he got big legs?"

"Ill be right back"

As i approached the guy . My confident swagger covering a formidable desire to flee the scene. This guys wasn't just flirting he recognized.

" Hey me and my Bim-boy wanna go get some drinks and i thought you guys you help me carry him home after he gets plastered."

(Comedy always works and it comes easy to me)

they laughed

" I'll go if it cool with my boy"

(Dam he was FYnE.. i hadn't noticed he had a friend with him)


so they accompanied us to a local bar and just when the vultures started moving in we grabbed them up and took them back to my crib


when we get there i discovered they were both agressives ( big surprise..)
and so i started calling and texting qualified submissives to assist me in making them feel comfortable since i am very unhelpful in that regard



My Bf wanted to pick up his friend from Parkchester so he went to go grab him and i was there juggling anecdotes and putting on my rendition of Rocky horror picture show for the guests

anti cip ....................pation


when My Bf arrived in parkchester his friend got the willies and decided to stay put. It started raining as he left to return to a apartment.

although both he and I are calling cab companies it seemed impossible to score a cab .. so he implemented one of my rules and what do you know this hot young puerto rican driver offered him a ride home ..


He's a master student

My BF offered to pay the fella but he declined after a few awkward moment my BF invited the boy upstairs and called me to confirm ... the boy said he'd think about it and my BF headed upstairs ..


" You mean he just took you home and didn't take the money and you didnt mess around? "
"Yep ... that cruising cars thing is so on the money..I think he wants to come upstairs."
"lemme smell your breath."
"what?"
"I want to see if it smells like D!(k... i dont want you scaring off our theater pick-up "
"ok ?"
"ok"

shortly after the boy started ring my buzzer and we let him up


At this point i had three DL guys in my house and i was not likely to do anything with them great ....the things i do to make my friends happy ... i do like to watch

already im bored but i tried to get it started N E Way

" Got some Gin in fridge " (I'm so classy)


Ok we had fun i'd save you the sordid details if this was a pg site but it's not

My BF can put in work

the cab driver was packin and of course so were the two brothers from the theater .. the flirty FYnE one gave me a kiss and that was huge i dont even kiss consistant lovers ..it s was really nice too .. i ended up flippn his friend...


But ...theres always a but..

when the PR driver got up to go he said the typical mandatory DL sign off

"you know if you guys see me in the street you don't know me" with out a a second hesitation i responded."


No one's that cute to me you are all expendable

"Aight aight man I'm busy .. hit it ."


then he rose up
"what?"


then i rose up

"Claro que si ..my heat is on ?"

he looked around at my two theatre friends .. and just left quietly

My bf walk him out


then my BF said

" I think you took that all wrong I kinda think it's sexy when they say stuff like that "


he still got a lot to learn

"Boy... he 'll only say what he thinks he can get away with ..I just let him know he cant say stupid typical crap like that around me.."


Can you imagine what they'd still be saying in rap music

If I didnt stand up to the character rappers n the rest 5 years ago ..n say

"im Too good n too hood for that SH#%$t"



OOOh Remember

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Tuesday, August 07, 2007

Eye Contact

Well i was raised to avoid eye contact especially with men ..


and men hardly ever ever look me in the eye
you can't think your beautiful when people always look away from you especially those you're attracted to . . it took 2 decades me going accross the oceans before anyone ever told me seriously that I was attractive .. thats why i hand out compliments they're free and they are the best gifts..

But one day while speaking to a friend I was

branded a certified slickster
"You know i talk to you and talk to you and you never look me in the eye. I get the feeling you're not really listening to me "

Isnt it wierd to talk on someones face and look them in the eye
til this day i still get claustrophobic it's like i feel seated

I wonder if its a native new york thing

how many people have approriated this anti social behavior just because so many kids get killed for that in our savage vicinities
When is is appropriate to make eye contact and how much exchange really happens?

Monday, August 06, 2007

Attracted to Denial

I had some friends over and i heard a few things out of the ordinary i thought i might share it with you .. A friend of a friend brought over a young man from Italy with heavy Italian accent and a impressive rear end. Geovanni

Geo was young 24 dressed like a Euro and didn't know the meaning of shy
immediately he decides he will roll the sheets with me but not my BF and says so to the tune of Beethoven's 5th

Clearly my boy is now offended..particularly because Geo was supposed to be the aggressive,,but wait there's more

My friend Raymond comes by and Of course Geo can't find his wallet so as we all begin excavating the sheets and pillows and crates (I don't have much furniture anymore..since the fire)

but not even 3 minutes into the search Geo tells Raymond "I don't like you i dont like your look they way you just sittin there"

when i pressed geo to apologize he threatened to leave .. which was probably best since his friend; the submissive had to run and errand and never returned to pick him up .. so when I start to ask Geo about where he lives.. He had mentioned earlier that he was staying in hells kitchen .. he said he could not go back there because he had stolen a lot of stuff from his friend.. so now im doing a mental inventory check and trying to figure out what to do with this guy he's pissed off my Bf and my friends. Who would take in a cute booty with a lot of mouth but me? Yet my house is at capacity .. i have knack for turning boys into responsible men Yet I couldn't really help Geo (especially if he hated being controlled because I'm a bit controlling ..diplomatic but I'll make decisions on another man's ponder periods.. But it was late and he was intoxicated so i convinced my bf to stay with him when i went to work and i got a very muscular friend to stay there and see to it nothing crazy went down ..


but the night was crazy we talked about our kinky sexual taboos..

the young thing came up ..I'm not into really young even under 20 guys .. i feel i would be abusing or manipulating them even unintentionally

" My ex's could really take this D#%$K." (see how easy it is)

Considering I'm the older brother with younger siblings there some extra reasoning for my stance ..

"so geo do you like to kiss?"-me
"aaah kiess kiess .. I kiss my cat you want me ..you want to f*^%^ me"--funniest line

"I've never heard of someone incorporating their mother into their fantasies?"-me
"yes a well she just want to have sex but she can not because of religion all my friend would want her..yes, it turns me on .."

"cant you feel the power of war between us .. Italian versus Puerto Rican who is sexier .."(that was border line hot but race wars are so 80's)


lunchtime my BF calls and said that they are about to fight and he's not leaving till either I or the police arrive .. I had to go home for lunch .. I was supposed to get my hair braided ..... You havent seen and angrier bro with an afro since Warriors.. I pulled geo out the house disappointed because i thought he could be rehabbed into someone he could love again .. and i felt bad about that

But i had to let the boy know who was in control
so i started gettn in on him
about the way he was living and the importance of trust


"Trust ..it's worth it's weight in gold"-makes no sense but you wont forget it

he was resigned to misery
" You're life is like a car riding along the streets and you're trapped in the trunk.. do you want to drive?"

suppose he had it with my lecture and conjecture
and started to rise up

"Im' no t with you to talk .You are talking talking talk talk talk like a faggots"
then he was brought down power grip

"There's a lot of power in trust ."

so i had to take to the wheel


in the scheme of my life Geo could be some marginal character i would forget in a few weeks .. But the absurdity revealed a very valuable lesson.


1 im saving the crazy episodes for the weekend

2 while you should help your friends ..It really isn't worth it if they don't want to do better for themselves..

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